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Friday, May 4, 2012
Perspectives or Truth?
Everyone says when you are a teenager, you have a different perspective, but is this always true? I don't think so. Lately I have been feeling terrible, but not because of my looks. I think I am good looking... that is not the issue, it's quite hard to explain. I see girls, my age, getting attention from boys. And people who think they are ugly, yet most boys find them sooooo hot. And I think to myself, 'When is it my turn? When do I get to have someone who is crazy about me?' Even this girl, whom I respect greatly, has a boyfriend and they are crazy about each other. She is quite punk goth and stuff. Anyway, the point is, I feel alone. It seems that when I start to be happy with a guy, something happens, and I am alone again. I have somewhat lost faith that I will ever get a boyfriend or anything of that sort, until I leave for collage and maybe even beyond that. I don't know. But, is this all just in my head? Am I being a typical teenager? Or is it the truth?
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