Just done

I'm sorry I haven't been on for a while. Wait... Why am I even apologizing? No one reads this anyway...
Anywho...
I am so done with everything. I am so done with life. I'm alone and I don't want to be here anymore. All I want to do, is lie down and sleep forever. All I want to do is die. I just am so done with life right now. I'm sick of being on this earth. I have pills ready for when I get the balls just to do it. The only thing I'm doing right now to deal with the damn pain right now is slicing through my skin. One day, I'm going to snap. One day ill have the balls to just end it.