My Life is Complicated

My Life is too complicated. Alsak has lost. He has lost me... because I can't wait anymore. But, there is this other guy... I met him on ISTA, and from the minute I caught him looking at me... I have felt a pull towards him. I really liked him. But he has a girlfriend... so I put the feelings aside. But, then we keep talking, and I find out he likes me too. And now, I love him and he says he loves me too. He makes me laugh and he makes m heart stop just by smiling. He is my perfect devil. And he calls me his sweet angle. I seriously... seriously like him. And I feel like a horrible person saying this but, I wish he and his girlfriend break up so he could be with me. I'm a horrible person! :(