Am I a Sucker?

   Gosh, I have some bad luck. One guy who seemed really interesting hasn't talked to me in a while. Even though I know he has been on facebook and stuff, because he updates his status all the time. Great... Now, I'm chatting to this really cool guy whom I met on ISTA (NOT SHANNON!) During ISTA I had a small crush on him. He is from Lebanon. He was super sweet to me and really fun and easy to talk too. At the dance on ISTA he found out no boy has ever really asked me to dance, so he walked up to me, garbed my waist, and my hand and dance with me, old fashioned style. It was sweet and funny and cute. We just talked a lot and he made me laugh all the time. At the airport when we had to wait to for the flight and so did he. We talked and hung out with the two groups. When it was time to part way, I wanted to kiss him, but I thought he thought of me as a little kid. We talked on skype and facebook for a while and then fell out of touch.
A few weeks ago, we got talking again. And yesterday, it started getting intimate. I think I'm developing a small crush on him. He told me, that he finds me really cute and attractive. It also turns out that at the airport those many months ago, he also wanted to kiss me when we said goodbye but he was too shy. I find out that he doesn't think of me as a little kid at all. 


     Am I a sucker for boys who say sweet things to me? Am I just setting myself up for another heartache? Or is something real happening and I'm just being paranoid. I don't feel worth it. I don't feel pretty. I always tell myself that I am, so I don't do anything rash, but, in reality, I feel plain and insignificant. Am I being dumb, imagining everything? I think I'm starting to like him more than I should and I'm scared. Scared of what it might do to me if my nightmares are correct... just scared. What am I to do?