Blind

Well, I'm sitting here... eating a pizza (a full one all too myself), wondering why the guy I like has too be as blind as a bat! We were walking home, and I wanted to tell him that I liked him. I wanted to soooo badly. But the words just wouldn't come out. He was standing there, his mouth set in a half smile, the light hitting him just right, his eyes looking at me with concern. I wanted to just lean in and kiss his cheek at least... but no... something stopped me. I just wish he could see. I wish I could read his mind, and he could read mine. It would make life a lot easier. Or, I wish I had guts, just to tell him! I don't know... I want to just say "Look, I like you. I just think I owe it to you to know. I don't want to ruin our friendship or anything, I just had to get it off my chest." Or something along those lines. But, I have a giant block in my throat. I will tell him eventually... when the time is right.