A Lot Has Happened

Lots have happened to me. Some good, some bad. Like, School is just school. I still swim in the mornings (5:30, three days a week and then a full day of school... I dare you to try that and see how you survive!) and now, we have rehearsal for the High School Play from 4:00 pm- 8:00 pm. I have very long days. But, I love it. I'm getting along with my friends. It's all good. I have had some issues, which I will explain in a minute... and I have been having boy trouble. It's nothing big. It's just hard. I really like him, and he likes me. But, I think he is scared of rejection. I'll figure it out. But, apparently, he likes it when I sit on his lap ;). I'll figure it out.

As I said before, I have been having some personal issues. Mostly, my head has not been in the right place. Especially in the show. I look at all the dancer girls and I get sad. They are so graceful and pretty and skinny. I'm not fat, I know... I have curves. But, I just wish I was as graceful as them, I feel as though I'm clunky and clumsy. Which is who I am, but it's kind of hard not to wish you were someone else sometimes. I'll be fine... but... I just needed to get it out there.

New and Old

It's New Years! Yes, I know I'm writing this a little bit late, but at least I'm getting it up there. Anyway, what I wanted to talk about is, well new and old. This can be applied for anything. Such as the New headphones and the Old headphones. Or the New Car and the Old car. Even, the Old Me and the New Me. Yes, changes is what it's about. Change can be a good thing. It may seem like a bad thing to most people but, in fact it's good. I love change. If changed hadn't happened, I would have never met the people I know, never experienced all the great experiences and so on. Without change, Everyone would be children, never growing up. The human race would die out fast if that happened. This is why I want people this year to accept change in every form it comes. It may be hard, but you will live happier lives if you accept change. And isn't that what we strive for in life? Isn't happiness the ultimate goal? We have one life to live, so live it. Don't try to resist change, cuz it will happen no matter what you do, so just let go. That is kind of my words of wisdom for the beginning of the new year. I hope it goes well for all of you. :)