Coward

I am a big coward! It's horrible. I like this guy sooooo much and I want to tell him. Twice I have had the opportunity to tell him, and both times, I chickened out! The words are in my throat, but then my vocal chords decide to stop working, so I get no sound out. I'm a big fat coward!!!!! I know I need to tell him. I owe him that... I just need to have some courage. Sadly, I'm running low on courage right now. What with all the exams using up my normal stock... I have almost none left. I need to tell him though... I really need to tell him. And I probably need to tell him tomorrow... cuz I think he is leaving for vacation on Friday, so, I need to tell him before that.

HELP!